it's true, we are destined to fail
there is a problem here,
with our society
the absence of my tears,
is my sobriety
i have a growing fear,
and you're not helping me!
am i the only one
who realizes it's true?
beat, but i'm not broken
guide me through with your hand
lead with your words spoken
show me how to listen
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Re: what are you listening to? « Reply #15 on Jan 5, 2009, 11:58pm »
Wow, I listened to Misery Loves It's Company, it's a good song. And it does quite fit the site! And there's a scream at the beginning. I'm a sucker for the screaming (:
What am I listening to? (: Marianas Trench. I stopped using Limewire, so I'm just listening to the albums I own. Limewire is evil. If you actually know the meaning of this song (I had Ian of Marianas Trench tell me, so I do) it's quite sad. In fact, the entire album 'Fix Me' is quite depressing. But I love the music. The underlined text above the song name - band, is the album.
From the scrapes and bruises, to the famliar abuses I'll kick and scream, but it never changes anything And I could spill my guts out, wearing my best little girl pout And I almost missed it, but nobody said that this was gonna be easy
This is not the man I hoped to be and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding I don't know how to word it, I just started to deserve it And all my, all my faces are alibis of me I'm half the man I wanted to be
Most times it all comes out wrong, I don't know the words but I'll hum along There's nothing familiar here anymore to anyone Or anything, enough to feel alive And I still taste that sickness And it makes me crazy without it at best And I'm in the same place, I used to be But I'm trying harder not to be
This is not the man I hoped to be and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding I don't know how to word it, I just started to deserve it And all my, all my faces are alibis of me I'm half the man I wanted to be
So what am I, what am I? So what am I? And all my, all my faces are alibis All my faces are alibis This is not the man I hoped to be and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding I don't know how the words go, I just started not to say no Don't want it, don't get it, I know you won't regret it Don't surface, don't surface, and I feel so damned worthless! Another day is gone and all my faces are alibis of me I'm half the man I wanted to be...
The drugs begin to peak, a smile of joy arrives in me But sedation changes to panic and nausea And breath starts to shorten, and heartbeats pound softer You won't try to save me! You just want to hurt me! And leave me desperate!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had I can forget the times that I was lost and depressed From the awful truth - how do you do it? You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone! Chisel my heart out of stone I give in everytime! You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had I can forget the times that I was lost and depressed From the awful truth - how do you do it? You're my heroine!
I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal But under your covers more torture than pleasure And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter Not now or forever will I ever change you I know that to go on I will break you, my habit!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had I can forget the times that I was lost and depressed From the awful truth - how do you do it? You're my heroine!
• ♥ • You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had I can forget the times that I was lost and depressed from The awful truth - how do you do it? You're my heroine!
Re: what are you listening to? « Reply #17 on Jan 30, 2009, 1:33pm »
Before I post I feel like I should just warn everyone that I have the strangest taste in music. Or maybe it's lack of taste...I'll listen to just about anything. >.>
Lately I've been obsessed with The Ghost of Stephen Foster. Not many lyrics, but the music is fun. The music video is pretty unusual as well; made in the style of cartoons in the 20's.
Met the Ghost of Stephen Foster at the Hotel Paradise This is what I told him as I gazed into his eyes: Rooms were made for carpets, Towers made for spires, Ships were made for cannonade fire off from inside them
Gwine to run all night Gwine to run all day Camptown ladies never sang all the doo dah day no, no, no
Gwine to run all night Gwine to run all day Camptown ladies never sang all the doo dah day no, no, no
Met the Ghost of Stephen Foster at the Hotel Paradise This is what I told him as I gazed into his eyes: Ships were made for sinking, Whiskey made for drinking, If we were made of cellophane, we'd all get stinking drunk quite faster ha, ha, ha
Gwine to run all night Gwine to run all day Camptown ladies never sang all the doo dah day no, no, no
Gwine to run all night Gwine to run all day Camptown ladies never sang all the doo dah day no, no, no